I hate myself for what I wrote yesterday. I was so flippant about terrorist attacks happening on a monthly not daily basis now.

Swiftly I am mocked by reality. A bus in Central Jerusalem. 16 murdered, over 70 wounded, many in critical condition.

I'm all bunged up with my cold and feeling completely numb. The only feelings seeping through the numbness are not nice ones.

Every minute I am updating the number of those murdered as more and more of the wounded slip through the hands of the medical teams trying to save them in the hospitals.